dear diary..

Portrait

hey there, i'm just a girl living in the wrong town and somehow always ending up in the wrong place. this is my place to vent. if you came here to find out about my deepest secrets or the thoughts that keep me up at night, you're in the right place. but if you know me in real life or are going to be mean, please leave. i don't need any more judgement in my life. have a lovely day :)

 
 

brb venting.

Apr 09 2012

yes i over-reacted. but im not sorry. you had no right to bring that up. first of all it didn’t concern you in any way. secondly, that’s the most personal thing ever. thirdly, you are in no position to judge my relationships, especially not the one involving my best friend. stay the fuck out of my life. and good luck with her. she’s never going to leave her boyfriend for a dirty little skeeze like you.

 

stop.

Apr 08 2012

people need to stop. stop telling me whats right and wrong. whats good and bad. what i should be doing with my life. just stop. i dont care what you think. im perfectly happy with how i am now. i like that i have the respect of adults and i like that i can have fun with my friends. why do i need to mix the two. “just by yourself all the time” thats bullshit. do you act the same way around your boss as you do your best friend? no. what about the way you act around toddlers? is that that same way you act at parties? i would hope not. just because im a good student does not mean im not allowed to go out and have fun.people need to stop labeling me.

yes, i am an honours student.
yes, im student body president.
yes, i care about school and yes, i have a future. 
that does NOT mean thats all i am. 
yes, i go out to parties. 
yes, i drink, smoke and hookup. 
yes, i can be the same person. 

and i am. and people need to stop telling me who i have to be. why would i act the same way i do at parties around the people that are deciding if i go to university to have an actual future. like are you fucked?  have fun in highschool for the next couple years, good luck graduating.

 
Apr 07 2012
click
 
Apr 01 2012
You care too much too.

You care too much too.

(Source: staypozitive)

 
Apr 01 2012

(via iphoneconvos)

 
Apr 01 2012

(via lovewithoutlimits)

 
Mar 28 2012

(Source: staypozitive)

 

they listened.

Mar 25 2012

things are finally coming around. my best friends are the best. honestly never thought i could actually trust half of them, but now i know that they’re always going to be there for me. i doesn’t matter if we don’t talk 24/7 or see eachother everyday or have any classes together or if one of them doesn’t live in town anymore. All of them are here for me, and i can’t thank them enough for that. the past couple weeks have been really hard on me. i’ve dealt with a lot of experience i never thought i would at 17. but because of these incredible people i’ve gotten through everything with my head held high. people make mistakes and have regrets, but friendships, the really good ones, help you overcome anything that tears you down. love your friends, you never know what’s secretly killing them until you listen.

 
Mar 24 2012

“don’t worry, i wouldn’t do anything if you were drunk and i wasn’t”
“i’m not that kinda guy”   
“no matter what happens, we’re still going to be great friends”

FUCK YOU TOO. 

 
Mar 24 2012

(via shewritesaboutyou)

 
Mar 24 2012

(Source: doesnteverybodywanttofallinlove)

 
Mar 23 2012

(via kushandwizdom)

 

experience is just an excuse we give to our mistakes.

Mar 21 2012
 
Mar 21 2012

(Source: shehasasecret)

 

secrets.7?

Mar 19 2012

i had never been so scared in my life until that morning.

i’m SO disgusted with myself.

you weren’t supposed to let me be alone with him.

i’m so sorry i left you for him, you would have protected me.

i wish that never happened.

if anyone else finds out i’ll  probably kill myself.

why the fuck won’t you talk to me?

if you were sober enough to drive you were sober enough to remember.

i now know who my best friends are.

i can’t believe you thought it was funny.